how come no one talked about it?

i just finally got time to read a prior magazine article.
i'm read this and ...
there are a million thoughts going through my mind...
four of the members' answers have the same aura...
the same feel to their answers.
there's like a warmth and sweetness to their answers...
but nino's. nino's is SO different.
i know i can never clearly explain it in english...
but if you read it in japanese...
there is definitely a difference. i can't describe..
i can't even properly translate it...but it's so different.
when i hear nino's songs...his lyrics...
it makes me believe that i dont have to worry about nino.
he will always pull through and be alright...
but then when i hear answers like this i think...
maybe he pulls through and he's alright...
bc that's his job, bc i know nino would never put his feelings on his sleeves.

in the myojo may article it talks about crying.

oh chan talks about crying allt he time. he talks about starting to cry when others are crying. when he is touched, when the concert comes to an end...how at the end of the 2005 concert, in yoyogi, he looked over and aiba was about to cry and this made him cry as well. he cries during movies and dramas, and cried during "letters from iwojima." he says how he didn't really cry when he was younger, even when he got hurt. that ohno's mom would say that whenever ohno would cry saying "satoshi is hurt." that that was when she knew for real that he was really hurt.

ba chan talks about being weak when it comes to people that try very hard. how he immediately cries when he sees someone that is trying their hardest for themselves. how he cried reading a manga about baseball called "MAJOR." he also included that he wanted to reread it so he bought the whole set, and bc he wanted to read it quickly when he went abroad he packed 20 volumes into his suitcase. for ba chan it doesnt matter who is there or where he is if he wants to cry he's going to cry. that he cried while watching matsuoka masahiro's butai. how he tried to hold it back bc he thought it would worry yamaguchi tatsuya who was next to him but when the butai was over there were tears falling out.

jun talks about crying when at the movies. how it can be problematic, so if he's holding a tissue or something he'll be wiping away tears all the time. when he went to watch forrest gump w/ his family when he was younger, he was embarassed to cry in front of his family. he was unable to hold in his tears and instead he ran out of the theatre. how he's the type that doesn't really try to make you feel better but instead just watches you. he said only what was necessary but at times like that he doesnt know what he should say...

sho says that 10 of his friends went on a snowboarding trip. late one night they were listening to music, and on one of his friends' ipod the song he wrote when they graduated, started to come on and his friend started to cry. he talks about being happy bc his song meant that much to his friend. another touching event was when he went to a graduation last year and the 3rd year represenative cried while giving flowers to the graduating 4th years. he says as of recent he doesnt cry really and the last time he cried was for "beautiful game." but how when they were singing "kansha kangeki" in chinese during the taiwan con, his eyes swelled but he held it back.

and then nino...

nino starts off with by saying that for him tears mean nothing special. whether it's his own tears or someone elses' if he sees someone else crying he's like "oh they're touched" etc. before when he was young there were times he would cry, and times where he would be touched while reading a manga and cry. but as of now, even if he is really touched, he doesn't cry. the last time he cried was for his drama 'haikei.' since crying for him isn't anything special. that unlike other people, he doesn't feel anything when he cries.

what i wanted to point out ... for ohno, jun, and aiba, you can sense that they will cry easily. for sho you can tell that he won't cry easily, because he never talks about him crying but others, but you can still feel that "warmth" but when you read nino's ... even though sho and him are on the same boat where neither of them cry easily ... nino's is SO different from sho's answer. i always feel so worried ... i wish i could give him the world. sometimes i feel like he's so ... JADED.